The memories can't fade because my feelings didn't...

Everything's a mess. Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. And it was foolish of me to actually trust someone else and not you...

When I was gone . . .

I didn't go online for the past 2 days. It's the only thing connecting me to the world. And I didn't feel like "staying connected". i just felt like living my life. I wanted to see what would happen if I didn't think much and just did whatever I feel like doing.

I had a really awesome time. I rode a bike at midnight with a friend at 120km/h. Totally reckless but it was worth the risk. I never felt so loose in my life. I realised I loved the danger :) I drove a Naza unser with 5 passengers and they were all screaming for their lives LOL :D Gotta love FREEDOM XD.

When I did get back on my laptop, I missed a lot in 2 days. There was a lot to catch up on. If only I did have another place I wwould rather, everything would be so simple. But Life aint easy. If it is, it's just giving you a break for the next trouble.

Don't judge my choices without understanding my reasons.

There's more to me but you're choosing not to see

I realise that you weren't just a dream, or part of reality, you were my wish that came true

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.

That part of me

I wish I could just forget you. And all the memories. But I never want to forget the way I felt around you. I never want to forget what love felt like when we were in it. If I could turn back time and stop myself from getting on that school bus to melacca, I wouldn't.

It was the start of something new.

Fasting Time !!!

Ramadhan has arrived! The month where food is at it's cheapest. Everybody is cooking for each other. Eating together. Like a social month.
It started on th 21st of this month. Still trying to get the hang of it. I should be use to it by tomorrow. I never woke up at 5am to eat yet. Can't seem to get that in my system LOL So I just cope with last night's dinner. The days seem longer now. And the nights...shorter. Time's moving so fast. I wish it would just slow down or hit PAUSE.