I like it when you smile, but I love it when I'm the reason

I'm sorry but I couldn't let it happen. Maybe it wouldn't have happen. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. But you really like me. And I'm still finding myself

We were inseparable

Mistakes...

People make mistakes. I did. But it's ok. I've had a change of heart. i'm gonna look at this from a different point of view. We're apart now. And I'm ok with that. Our lives are longer crossing paths. maybe in the future, they will. And we'll have our time again.

I'm not ready to open my heart yet. Maybe I'll never be able to do that the same way again. But I do have friends that are always there for me. There's no point regretting the past. So i'm gonna live like there's no tomorrow.

Thanks for the memories

You can find the good in everybody if you just give them a chance

For those who say that we're too young...

You can drive at 17
You can go to war at 18
You can drink at 18
And you can retire at 65
So how old do you have to be before your love is real...?

We were like diamonds in the sky...

I miss you so bad...

A teardrop is falling
No hand reached out
Eye lids are closing
Darkness is coming out

To love another
Is like loving a stranger
Hurt and anger
Feelings I want no longer

I long to hear
Your voice once more
But I still fear
The pain I caused to your core

Forgive and forget
May sound so easy
I place my bet
You were my best memory

I was the thorn in your life
I gave you such a scare
From the stem of rose, down I dive
Leaving you with a nightmare

The truth, my lips are sealed
Reasons, you don’t know why
The feelings, are forever real
Now you say goodbye.

I'm smilling but inside I'm dying

Why Can't You Understand, It's Because of HIM

3 times.... it's been 3 times already. You put me through it 3 times. I can't take anymore. I can't keep hurting you. I would choose to hurt myself but we would both end up getting hurt in the end.
You keep trying. I keep rejecting. It's not easy for both of us. Yet you're going strong. And I'm getting weaker.
Tears fall because I'm hurting you.  Its either you or both of us. I can't risk my heart yet.  It's too soon.  It's too early.  BUT WHY DONT YOU GET THAT? WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I CANT LET GO YET? WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT MY HEART IS BROKEN? WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOURE NOT HIM? WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND......
It would be easier if you didnt feel anything for me. It would be easier if we could be just friends. It would be easier if you didn't love me...
Because of him, I can't be with you properly.  Because of him, I don't see you. Because of him, you're always standing infront of his shadow. Because of him, my eyes see you but my heart doesn't.  Because of him, I don't love you.