The days since you left pass slowly by,
The nights alone in my room i sit down and cry,
The swmell of your perfume brings back our moments again,
Do you still love me, my love, do you feel my pain?
We talked, We dated, and in love we both fell,
You left, I stayed back, my life became living hell,
Each day I plan how to see you tomorrow,
When I recall your absence, my heart fills with sorrow.
Our picture in my wallet is rugged and torn,
My tears faded the ink, often i mourn,
I miss you so much, I've loved you for so long,
I know that I must but I cannot stay strong.
I know that you've gone so far away,
But forever with you my heart will stay,
I love you my lady, my beauty, my heart,
I understand no longer why we are apart.
Love is neither true or false, love is love,
My soul cries for you like a mourning dove,
With you, my heart will forever roam,
i need you by my side, you're love is my home...
Written by The one that has my heart.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Happy Happy Happy XD
Feeling over-joyed with everything that happened in the past TWO days XD
First, Thanks mum for driving 4 hours in that lexus with "hot" rims just to see me in Penang. Love you so much for that. I know you hate driving but you did it anyway. so happy to se you :D. Bro, Thanks for acting like youre 19 for more hours than acting like youre 9. I wouldnt mind if you REALLY WERE 9 but youre not ok. Thanks dad for paying for everything that i needed. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ! ! !
Wireless Broading now in my hands he he he ( sinister scientist laugh ) lying down on my bed with internet is FREAKING awesome in a place where im at.
Thanks to Banana, LoverBoy, and spoilt Brat. Im smilling again. Im united once more with the love of my life. Charming, I love you. No matter where. no matter what. I love you. and no matter what i do or say, im always loving you.
First, Thanks mum for driving 4 hours in that lexus with "hot" rims just to see me in Penang. Love you so much for that. I know you hate driving but you did it anyway. so happy to se you :D. Bro, Thanks for acting like youre 19 for more hours than acting like youre 9. I wouldnt mind if you REALLY WERE 9 but youre not ok. Thanks dad for paying for everything that i needed. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ! ! !
Wireless Broading now in my hands he he he ( sinister scientist laugh ) lying down on my bed with internet is FREAKING awesome in a place where im at.
Thanks to Banana, LoverBoy, and spoilt Brat. Im smilling again. Im united once more with the love of my life. Charming, I love you. No matter where. no matter what. I love you. and no matter what i do or say, im always loving you.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Internet
13th of April
Internet sucks here. Wifi keeps getting disconnected. Sigh. I hate this. Whatever. Just gotta hang in there and stay calm. Though I do feel like killing someone. Classes haven’t even started yet and I already feel so……GAH‼ Just wanna scream out loud. I’ve been lazing around for the past few days wishing my classes started last week. I can’t stand boredom. It’s suicidal. Can’t do much or anything at all with internet that gets stuck everytime you change the webpage. I miss my bloggy….. This SUCKS‼ The apartment has no internet so I gotta go to the library instead. Its not that bad coz its not that far. So whatever.... Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do...
Internet sucks here. Wifi keeps getting disconnected. Sigh. I hate this. Whatever. Just gotta hang in there and stay calm. Though I do feel like killing someone. Classes haven’t even started yet and I already feel so……GAH‼ Just wanna scream out loud. I’ve been lazing around for the past few days wishing my classes started last week. I can’t stand boredom. It’s suicidal. Can’t do much or anything at all with internet that gets stuck everytime you change the webpage. I miss my bloggy….. This SUCKS‼ The apartment has no internet so I gotta go to the library instead. Its not that bad coz its not that far. So whatever.... Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do...
I'm in college.
This was written on the 8th of April :) I’m in COLLEGE‼ Classes start tomorrow. I’m doing my Diploma in Medical Science. There’s only 3 of us who registered for this class. How AWESOME! Dad is persistent about me being a doctor so what the hell. At least it’s something. Never crossed my mind though but I’m doing it anyway.
I’m staying in an apartment with 5 other girls. 2 in 1 bedroom. I would be fine if the bedroom was a bit bigger. My closet is in the hall. That’s how small my room is. But other than that, everything is fine. There’s a mini market and mamak stalls downstairs. They don’t allow cooking in the apartments. They are afraid of someone accidently leaving the gas open. The food here is tasteless though. I keep adding kicap to my food. I have yet to try the burgers ;)
There are cats around here. And they are so cute There’s one full white cat that I named snowy. It’s a female. She’s very manja and harmless but some people have this ridiculous phobia of it. Haha :D Its boring around here. Maybe its because my classes haven’t started. I have so much time but so little things I can do. There’s no internet where I stay. Its being installed. I heard it will be ready in 2 more months. So for internet, I have to go to the main building where they have classes or the library.
The hardest thing to handle over here is the memories of the past. It hits you out of the blue and so unexpected. During dinner last night at a mamak, the song “ Here Without You “ played. My friend left the table early to take a phone call. And I was just there, but my mind was somewhere else. I felt my tears fall and I hated it. I hate crying. Even though the memories are so precious, it still hurts knowing that they ARE only MEMORIES…. I miss Charming. I miss SpoiltBrat. I miss Mermaid. I miss Jivi. I miss Banana…. I miss the times I spent with them. At the time it feels like forever. Now it all seems so far away…
I’m staying in an apartment with 5 other girls. 2 in 1 bedroom. I would be fine if the bedroom was a bit bigger. My closet is in the hall. That’s how small my room is. But other than that, everything is fine. There’s a mini market and mamak stalls downstairs. They don’t allow cooking in the apartments. They are afraid of someone accidently leaving the gas open. The food here is tasteless though. I keep adding kicap to my food. I have yet to try the burgers ;)
There are cats around here. And they are so cute There’s one full white cat that I named snowy. It’s a female. She’s very manja and harmless but some people have this ridiculous phobia of it. Haha :D Its boring around here. Maybe its because my classes haven’t started. I have so much time but so little things I can do. There’s no internet where I stay. Its being installed. I heard it will be ready in 2 more months. So for internet, I have to go to the main building where they have classes or the library.
The hardest thing to handle over here is the memories of the past. It hits you out of the blue and so unexpected. During dinner last night at a mamak, the song “ Here Without You “ played. My friend left the table early to take a phone call. And I was just there, but my mind was somewhere else. I felt my tears fall and I hated it. I hate crying. Even though the memories are so precious, it still hurts knowing that they ARE only MEMORIES…. I miss Charming. I miss SpoiltBrat. I miss Mermaid. I miss Jivi. I miss Banana…. I miss the times I spent with them. At the time it feels like forever. Now it all seems so far away…
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