I'm in college.

This was written on the 8th of April :) I’m in COLLEGE‼ Classes start tomorrow. I’m doing my Diploma in Medical Science. There’s only 3 of us who registered for this class. How AWESOME! Dad is persistent about me being a doctor so what the hell. At least it’s something. Never crossed my mind though but I’m doing it anyway.
I’m staying in an apartment with 5 other girls. 2 in 1 bedroom. I would be fine if the bedroom was a bit bigger. My closet is in the hall. That’s how small my room is. But other than that, everything is fine. There’s a mini market and mamak stalls downstairs. They don’t allow cooking in the apartments. They are afraid of someone accidently leaving the gas open. The food here is tasteless though. I keep adding kicap to my food. I have yet to try the burgers ;)
There are cats around here. And they are so cute  There’s one full white cat that I named snowy. It’s a female. She’s very manja and harmless but some people have this ridiculous phobia of it. Haha :D Its boring around here. Maybe its because my classes haven’t started. I have so much time but so little things I can do. There’s no internet where I stay. Its being installed. I heard it will be ready in 2 more months. So for internet, I have to go to the main building where they have classes or the library.
The hardest thing to handle over here is the memories of the past. It hits you out of the blue and so unexpected. During dinner last night at a mamak, the song “ Here Without You “ played. My friend left the table early to take a phone call. And I was just there, but my mind was somewhere else. I felt my tears fall and I hated it. I hate crying. Even though the memories are so precious, it still hurts knowing that they ARE only MEMORIES…. I miss Charming. I miss SpoiltBrat. I miss Mermaid. I miss Jivi. I miss Banana…. I miss the times I spent with them. At the time it feels like forever. Now it all seems so far away…