Sunday, June 17, 2012
I dont know . . .
I don't know if I can ever heal from this... I don't know if we are meant to be... I dont know if this was fated... I dont know who's fault this is... I don't know if my love for you is the same... I dont know if we can move on from this.. I don't know if I can handle the pressure... I don't know if we are worth it... I don't know...
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Beauty... Beauty please listen to me... I have never inflicted so much pain in anyone in my life. EVER. Why did it have to be you.. the only one I actually care about. Beauty... you are stronger than this. I thought three times now that the Sun had set. Thought with sheer belief that you would never come back. With sheer belief that I'd never see u again.And then you called. The Sun rose again. No, dont give in too soon. I kept saying I love you because at one point you rarely said it. I kept saying it because i wanted to hear it from you, to hear your voice say it. It got so bad I had to say it at least ten times to get it back once. Then I freaked. "True love doesnt fall from the trees, you have to pluck it yourself". I got worried that I'd finaaly lost you. The fact that 'd made a mistake had drove me out. I lost it. I started failing. Falling down for the first time. Lost for the first time. COMPLETELY lost. I need you... I've caught you time and time again, but I seem to have broken my feet from my own fall. Please... pick me up. I want to stand again, by your side. You already know that. The same way I know I cant be forgiven so easily. The samme way I know I love you. The same way I know that your worth it. We're worth it.
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